Actually, neither are small penises, I just get the guy to fist me. Watching porn made me uncomfortable so I always just read erotica. I could barely open my jaw far enough to the get the thing in my mouth. We could only have sex in missionary position because everything else hurt so badly. I was not particularly impressed with intercourse or giving oral, for that matter. The rest of my relationships have been with men with normal size penises.
I lost my virginity to someone along with a 9ish incher. All I actually remember about that sex is the overwhelming, displeasurable pain of having him punch my cervix with his angle. Maybe 8 inches in length although about 1. It hurt my fucking jaw, and almost dislocated it add than once.